how I long to taste the void
nothing
I just want to leave
where you can't follow me
It's been forever since I've met euphoria
I want to experience that feeling again
just like before
happiness escapes me
someone told me to smile, i lash out
I want something more exciting
I'm just too scared of change
I just want to leave forever
I want nothing to do with living
there is no pleasure in this life
thus I end it
or will I?
I've been searching for so long
looking for a different muse
which wants no part of me
I miss feeling something more
than desperation
everyday I open my eyes
wishing they were shut
I deserve more
I deserve everything
just leave me alone
but don't disappear
am I unhappy
or am I just bored?
excitement reaches for me
corrosive to the touch
fingernails
dirt
years of crawling
the only solution
death
Hearing the songs while reading the narrative behind the lyrics, I felt overwhelmed by this tragic story in which humans and artificial intelligence couldn't coexist side by side. Their reciprocal annihilation was inevitable. Except one "sole survivor, in a ship filled with memories. She had become the proof of Earth, proof that life had existed there, a voice for all the species and beauty we once knew". A dystopian concept dressed up in brilliant musicianship! @Slevin, thanks, I owe it to you! Umbra Cornuta
Fusing ’90s metalcore, ’00s vaporwave, and ’20s cybergrind, the Texans' debut showcases an unprecedented unholy trinity. Bandcamp New & Notable May 17, 2023